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my life sucks!

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 8, 2008, 4:25 PM
my life sucks cuz i just got dumped by someone i really loved. and if ur a girl u know i fell. i loved him so much. but now i'm free and i can flirt with any boy now and do wat ever the hell i wont. but yet when i'm wit my friends and they got a boyfrind or girlfrind i fell left out. but ya i'm emo and i write depressing poems bout my life. so ya if u got some thing to tell me just tell me by commenting this or something else.








I LOVE JOEYBLONDEWOLF2! I LOVE U JOEY U MAKE ME LAUGH SO MUCH! I'M GLAD I HAVE FRIENDS TO TALK TO!








I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY BUT I REALLY LOVE MY DOG BAILY MORE THAN ANYTHING HIS IS MY ONE AND ONLY TILL I GET ANOTHER BOYFRIEND *WINK WINK* JK LOVE U ALL!



here is one of the poems i wrote
The word love
Is not in my mind
I don't know what it means
Or what it feels like
I don't know how it smells
I know nothing of the taste
It's not a real thing
Because it has no true place

"I'm not bleeding Uncle
But it hurts right here"
I grab my chest
Without shedding a tear
"Does Mommy love me?
Why doesn't Daddy understand?
Will I ever find anyone
To hold my shaking hand?"
He shook his head no
And held his last breathe
"Please Uncle don't leave me!
I promise to be the best!
The best little girl
In the whole wide world
Better than any other
Little boy or girl"
He cursed me
Letting go of his breathe
"please... die" He sighed
lighting explosives on his chest
I want to die
But I just can't
"Mommy please don't protect me!!"
I scream and I rant

Look at me now Mother
I'm such a good girl
Playing with others
As if they are toys
Look at me now
Drink up your blood
I'm being the best little girl
Just like I said I would
I promised uncle Mother
And without a doubt...
What's this... "BLOOD! MY BLOOD!!"
I scream and shout

The blond boy I'm fighting
Looks at me
He looks deeper
He sees my misery
He sees it
Comprehends it
He understands
I've found a friend
to hold my shaking hand
I'm sorry Mother
I've let you down
He's stronger than I
But please don't frown
Do not frown
Upon your daughter
Because I'm a good girl now
The love has won
I know what it means now
The four letter brain bend
That confused me so much
Until I found a true friend

  • Mood: Agony
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  • Reading: naruto
  • Watching: joeyblondewolf2 videos
  • Eating: ice-cream

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~Kyokyogirl:iconKyokyogirl: Apr 21, 2008, 12:05:42 AM Mood: Love
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